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  • Before Jamaica Lane(On Dublin Street #3)(25) by Samantha Young
  • Cole slowly accepted a sandwich.

    I remained silent.

    He looked up at me, as if he was waiting for me to say something.

    Instead I gave him a slow, cheeky grin. Cole stared at me like I was a new species. Then he shook his head and burst into low laughter. His whole body relaxed and he bit into the sandwich.

    I lifted my smiling eyes. They collided with Nate’s and the smile almost faltered at his expression. The look on his face was so tender I felt it knock the wind out of me. I felt that now familiar, pleasurable ache in my chest as he winked at me.

    I didn’t think anyone could wink without it looking stupid or corny.

    I was wrong.

    Nate could.

    Nate made winking panty-droppingly hot.

    Oh, boy, better be careful, Soda Pop.

    ‘You don’t have to walk me home, Nate,’ I said as we hit Leith Walk.

    After Jo had dealt with whatever was going on with her mom, she and Cam had returned to the flat and we’d switched the video game off to watch a comedy. Nate made a point of leaning down to kiss Jo’s forehead when he got up to go to the bathroom, and the tension between them melted away. The tattoo, however, was still on my mind because … well, I was just nosy like that. Mostly I was concerned about the reaction it had elicited in Nate. I got through the movie without bugging him about it, but when Peetie left we took that as our cue and announced we had to get going too.

    Nate lived in Marchmont, a heavily student-populated area behind the Meadows – a large public park behind the University of Edinburgh. It was southwest of Jo and Cam’s apartment on London Road, whereas I was just west. It was a good forty-minute walk from my apartment to Nate’s.

    ‘It’s after midnight,’ he replied softly. ‘I’m not letting you walk home alone.’

    ‘I’m a big girl. I can take care of myself.’

    ‘That might be true if you ever decided to come along to judo with me.’

    Wrinkling my nose at the thought, I said, ‘I like watching it, but I’m not up for doing it.’

    ‘I hope that won’t be your attitude toward sex.’ He smirked cheekily at me. ‘Then again, voyeurism is hot.’

    I punched him on the arm. ‘You’re so immature.’

    ‘I can’t help it if you don’t think through what you’re saying before you say it,’ he replied with an unapologetic shrug.

    ‘Dude, there was nothing sexual about what I said. You just have a way of making everything sound dirty.’

    He grinned at me. ‘You, a grown woman of twenty-six years old, say “dude” and you call me immature?’

    ‘That’s beside the point,’ I replied haughtily, ignoring his laughter. And in ignoring his laughter I stupidly decided to ruin his mood. Clearing my throat, I nudged him with my shoulder. ‘So the uh … the, uh, tattoo?’

    Nate was quiet as we strode across the wide road to Union Street. By the time we turned down Forth Street he still hadn’t said anything. I wasn’t going to push. It wasn’t my place to. But I was worried about his reaction to this tattoo and what it meant.

    ‘It’s a small stylized “A.” I have it tattooed at the top of my ribs, across my heart,’ he suddenly piped up.

    ‘ “A,” ’ I whispered, and I understood instantly. ‘For “Alana.” ’

    Nate nodded, his eyes on me as if he was waiting for my reaction.

    ‘When did you get it?’

    ‘Just after she died.’ Those deep dark eyes of his studied my face more intently. ‘Did you ever think about getting a tattoo for your mum?’

    The familiar pressure on my chest accompanied my answer. ‘I don’t need it.’

    ‘I’m glad I got it.’ Nate’s voice was low, even hushed. ‘There are times I can go a whole day without her flashing through my mind. Then I catch sight of the tat in the mirror. So I remember.’

    I wanted to tell him it was okay to live his life, to have days that weren’t weighted by her loss, but I’d feel like a hypocrite if I did. Whenever I went a whole day without thinking about Mom the guilt was almost crippling. Nate knew that. He knew that and I knew his story. Remembering everything he’d told me after he’d found me in my apartment last November, I wouldn’t be the one to tell him that it was time to move on …

    Last Thanksgiving, Edinburgh

    The turkey was in the oven and so were the roasted potatoes. My potatoes for the mash were boiling and my onions were chopped, ready to be mashed in with the potatoes, just like Mom made. The cranberry sauce was done. The vegetables were steaming.

    Since I couldn’t find a store anywhere in Edinburgh that sold pumpkin pie, I had to make one from scratch. I wiped sweat from my forehead because the heat from my kitchen had filled my little apartment to the boiling point. Windows were open, but I’d still had to change into a tank top on a Scottish fall day.

    After spending an emotional morning with my dad, I’d told him I just needed some quiet time alone. I could tell he didn’t want to leave me, but I was a grown woman and he gave me my space. I was using my space to do what Mom would have been doing if life was fair.

    Finishing up with the pie, I opened the oven to see if I could make room for it. Smoke billowed out.

    ‘What the hell?’ I screamed at it, waving the smoke away to discover that the turkey was burning.

    How was it burning? Didn’t I put it in for the right time? I glanced up at the clock and felt a wave of dizziness sway me. Seven o’ clock. How did it get to be seven o’ clock? That couldn’t be right.

    I felt tears prick my eyes as I looked at the massacred bird.

    I’d ruined it.

    ‘I f**king ruined it!’ I shrieked, grabbing an oven mitt and pulling at the bird. Feeling the burning heat of the tray beneath my hand I yelled in outrage and dumped its heavy load in the sink.

    My door buzzer went off, and I stopped and sucked in a breath.

    What if it was Dad?

    I hurried to the entry phone. ‘Who is it?’ I asked tentatively.

    ‘Nate. Let me up.’

    ‘Uh, now’s not a good time.’

    ‘I just heard you screaming from your open window. You don’t let me up, I’ll break the f**k in.’

    Pushing a hand through my hair, I winced at the wetness in my hairline. I was a sweaty mess.

    I buzzed him in and pulled my front door open with belligerent annoyance, then stomped into the kitchen to check my roasted potatoes.

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